Tuesday, May 22, 2012

55. I owe my soul to the Company store


We're coming to the end of our time here, and with it, my freedom from worrying about not having a job or how I'm ever going to pay off all the student loans I got in order to pay for the teaching job I never got to keep.  It makes me sad, my loves. I got this mill-stone 'round my neck that just won't go.

Captain Graduate didn't owe nobody a nickel.
I miss that guy and his not-owingness. 








“If only you could do the things you dream
then everything from then on would be fine.”
It's not as clear-cut as they make it seem;
it's hard to reach those days of rose and wine.

Who told you that? Was their agenda hidden?
What profit might they glean from your attempt?
Upon you did they force a plan, unbidden?
Did they prepare you for the world's contempt?

When plans are right before you- full-formed- set,
look back along their path and see who wins.
I have no job, but lots of student debt
and bound, to pay for all my good-faith sins.

I thought that I was going to be a teacher;
Instead I'm owned, in hock, a red-ink creature.

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